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I just returned back to the States after 11 years in Taiwan with my daughter. Taiwan is an excellent base for us explore Asia, while living in relative (gun free) safety, while benefiting from a cheap and efficient national health care system. The people are amazing too. I have Taiwanese friendships that are 20 years old and I'm always making new ones! My coworker here in CO is from Taiwan.

Wednesday, October 27, 2021

Bait Sein Dance

Virtual waves break in the background muffling out humanity's insomnia

Cry yourself to sleep,  brackish tears drifting into a riptide

All I have are scribbles with broken lines, empty ink fountains of jerk bait lost at sea

Bait-sein dance, you and I holding taut in our rental pond

This entangled net between us


A cement boat block on a dock with no accessible deck

No view of the horizon, nor hope of  any sky

Might as well be in a nuclear submarine in a contentious strait

With 10,000 missiles pointed at me


Tied inside my Neoprene straight jacket, restrained

As I'm hunted daily by a pirate, the apartment terrorist

The adolescent monster I myself created

Her flag is black and her heart is broken 


I float out token offerings, chumming candle apologies on the water, a maternal puja

But the tide returns their ripped, rejected, saturated shreds as small as phytoplankton

I gather their bits spying my shattered reflection on the polluted sea surface

Shame covers the oceanic expanse like an oil spill down a once pristine coast


Forgiveness is like a fisherman throwing his hooks into the abyss 

Toiling for any return

An imperfect catch, explosive mismatch

Face to face with the Leviathan

Find me in the inlet and come aboard

Mend the holes in the broken net, ensure no future bycatch




Embrace The Recovery

 Embrace the recovery

Your weakness, fragility

Like an old man after surviving pneumonia

Drowning in phlegmatic denial, an unspoken mucous grief

Coughing up bits of the neighborhood grave

In a collective catatonic feeling of dread

Students memorialize their beloved mentor

Orphaned children lay awake in their beds


Summer sums long surged past the Spanish Flu

Breaking records and folk still don't know what to do

A con man in a caravan peddling out quack therapies

Nurses and doctors exhausted from fools self practicing animal medicine

Burden cracked systems, overflowing tent morgues farming passed souls

I pray you don't join them


We've survived up 'til now

Empowered with first world second chances

Every day contains a Spring and Fall

Sunday, October 25, 2020

Somewhere Along the Rivulet

Somewhere along the rivulet, I stopped trusting the ebb and flow
Trapped ego blood circulating conspiracies inseparable
From my body other than vehicle or vice
More a dinghy or raft, than a yacht or ark
I embark, I launch an undistinguished pedestrian

Lost and stuck in the marsh of a grey estuary we hear a whistle
Secret whispers of oral traditions, first river civilizations
The fiery sky chariot vessels of Hindu and Hebrew lore
Like a waterfowl alone in the reeds, a lost rune on the path
Pictograph scripts written from right to left on papyrus scrolls float past
The first sound expressed, a ripple on the wadi, funeral epitaph

My mind is the train in the distance, thoughts disappearing in mountain tunnels
Swallowed in ebony brushstrokes of granite cathedrals
Mine those precious metals hidden in the cauldron bowels
Wailing like a glittering newborn, a flickering candle in the dark
In the crumbling castle fortress commanding the view above the tributary
Girded loins on dusty tapestries hang besides gilded family crests, cobwebs, dusty shields 

Downstream reveal the lush valley opportunity, reduce me
To a greater majesty, unearth the essence of this vestal bucket
Evaporate like wavy heat in the horizon, where sky and earth meet
I see a chest with a lock
Find the key in the secret chamber of mystic union
Reduced to tears I smelt into the stream

Sunday, March 29, 2020

Spring Monsoon

We're number one!
Flag-waving champions blown to shreds in the March winds
Blowing players off the board game, our turn has come
Up to bat, bases full, pandemic epicenter, invoking useless authoritarian powers
Trading one loss for the other
They make us think in the language of war
Invisible enemy growing stronger in the unknown, untestable
Like a Pacific typhoon grown preeminent
Our lungs are the target, organ of grief and of metal
Collective imbalances, expressed in microbic mushroom spores of sadness blowing
Slowing down together, a global chrysalis of shared personal introspection
On what is essential after all
Transforming this communal lamentation into something more

Take the dog for one last walk
While dark clouds collect on the neighborhood periphery
A known presence, Biblical plague,
With what do you paint the frame of your door?
Lock the shutters its starting to pour
Contaminated tears from the Atlantic
Tsunami rolling  quickly from the East
NYC, Detroit, all along the Mississippi
Coming from the Western California cities
Two tides from both sides run for the Rockies like a refugee
We are all asylum seekers now

Governors in their mansions race for time and hoard supplies
From each other like the shoppers in the stores
While the Big Apple rots by the sea abandoned
We ride out the hurricane with windows shattering, leaking
Flooded floors, whistling sirens in the cracks
Huddle together on the sofa trying to sleep
Find a little peace in the turbulent night

Wake up to discern
The typhoon hatched into a Spring monsoon

Sunday, March 22, 2020

The Coronavirus Blues

The world's shutting down imploding extremes of
Want and gratitude, necessities, and greed exacerbating inequalities you're still in denial to
A revolutionary's wet dream of possibilities, the capitalist politicians the first to gain
As people sneeze openly, don't wash their hands, don't believe the TV when it disagrees with how they're feeling

Global typhoon germ warfare spreading like a sigh, last goodbye, a mist of fear
The collective atmosphere, cloud pockets of death, unknowns, and false news
Dolphins and swans have magically appeared
You made it somehow a battle between faith and science
Adolescent defiance, sucking the geriatric teat,  Dementia tweet of misinformation
Bury your primeval head in the sand of unawareness

God's grace is bigger than your cowardice, but that won't stop the people from dying
It won't stop me from trying
To be a better human being, we have to do our own thing together

Canceled our Spring Break holiday in DC
Cherry blossoms bloom alone at the Tidal Basin quite oblivious to
All those eulogies and white marble totems
Vacant cities, abandoned national treasures behind chained gates, capitol lockdown
People's vernal dreams flying in ghost flights, hollow planes forced to turn around

More people are praying, fingering the rabbit foot, crossing toes
The banker prays to his Bull market deity, while I cry
For nonrefundable travel memories that couldn't be, the fragile line of poverty
Toeing the line, the balance of panic and preparedness
Hoarders still take as they please, pitiful emptiness carried away by anxiety

Colossal mythology, end of the world pathology
A throw of the dice, of numbers, Russian Roulette when the governor just invoked
The Grim Reaper in his state address
And Kenny Rogers just died, passed the night before
His last hand as The Gambler, a reminder of chance

The cosmic dance, daily yoga practice of self-quarantine and community
Isolating for morality, connecting to the righteousness in me
Crossing to the other street when I see my neighbor
A radius of 6-foot bubbles, bouncing like ions charging either way

Taking care of me taking care of you
Coronavirus blues, under azure Rocky Mt skies


Monday, July 1, 2019

Mirage

You're a false rumor of rain, a dream of mist, chimera in the barren dusk
All is rolling millennial dead ocean and you're the mirage in this wasteland.

Each parched grain once the body of living coral, antiquated anemone
Recycled fragments like a snowflake in its perfection
Desiccated to death, incessant scorched wind chiseled skeleton
I look at you never clear-eyed, sick vision stared too long at the sun
Surrounded in sand drifts and you my solitary hallucination

All around are ashes, decomposing dust,
The mummified neighbors and their pets greet us
With their brains and hearts enclosed in porcelain jars
They slave their lives for the construction of communal crypts

I lift my veil under a black moon, black coal lined eyes watch
Stars kiss the dunes in every direction
Waiting for you mirage in the desert, I flourish
Like Narcissus in love with his own watery image
I'm just a brambled Echo calling you across the badlands
Hear my faint psalm in the sand storm

I hum fragrant floret melodies of bubbling brooks of shared date and honey cakes
Mineral waters curing the weariness out of the vagabond

Remove your shroud quench your lifetime thirst
Inside me are lush rainforests temperate and forgiving
I'm a desert flower in bloom among the thorns
Speckled stone circles in holy groves kept secret
Ancient trees taller than pillars still hidden in this open horizon
I'm your intimate oasis in this wilderness
The crescent to your sun

Sunday, April 14, 2019

Dirge for Anthony

Out of uniform reach for my hip
Self identify, whip out a badge or weapon, you decide
React in swift self-preservation
Man-child murder the law in its optical organ
Meth wild-eyed  in Texas on a sticky night  with sticky tears
Regret every day in this life sentence.

Parents' circled prayers, incensed swirls reach heaven's gate, not fate that
Restrained the hand of the lyncher, limp dick governer
The highest court rules mercy always
Any other sentence, a disguised decree of partiality

Groan a dirge for Anthony Haynes the cop killer
Kincaid the good cop ever in danger, his kin still hum his requiem
Ruled a capital crime, so stumbled the ignorant child
He's served his time, no societal danger, just too tired to appeal

On death row and nowhere to go but under
Elude the date with the executioner no longer
I pray for your contrite soul, no chance to live the life your mother conceived
To marry, have children with long black eyelashes full of heart, and father intended
Just hope for another judicial review extending
Your dead life in this purgatory cell

A coin in the pinball machine of justice for profit, the cop on the beat,
The black boy drowning
In crystal panic attacks, converging prism sorrows of his ancestors
Throw a pretty penny in the wishing well of vigorous dissent.

Friday, January 26, 2018

Vinyasa Sequence Dedicated to Emma

Emma was an animal lover, gentle by nature and I wanted to use some animals she was particularly fond of, as well as some of her hobbies. She was the epitome of temperance and being pulled by two opposing forces, hence some of the more difficult balances. There are some subtle heart and hip openers that really burn through some deep cobwebs of emotion. After a few rounds of flowing (of the easier flow), I felt lighter, as in heavenly light breaking through some of this grief, even for just a moment. Try flowing to this playlist.


Dedicated to my loving niece, free spirits must soar.


EMMA 10 1/2 Poses Flow


Child pose w/prayer hands
Puppy Pose
Rabbit Pose
DD-Humble Warrior/ Peaceful Warrior- Swan-Fallen Star Vinyasa (R/L)
Archer’s
Tortoise
Fish
Happy Baby
Shavasana


Intermediate Version
Child Pose w/ prayer hands
Puppy Pose
Down Dog
DD Twist R/L
Humble Warrior- Warrior 3-Peaceful Warrior (R/L)
DD
Fallen Star
Visvamitrasana- Revolving Half Moon- Swan (1 Leg Vinyasa R/L)
DD
Hands Under Feet
Standing Pigeon-Toe Stand (Padangustha Padma Utkatasana) R/L
Vinyasa
Pigeon Twisted R/L
Rabbit-Tortoise
Vinyasa into Boat- Seated Forward Bend- Archer’s R/L
Half Lord Fishes R/L
Fish Pose
Happy Baby
Shavasana


+Swan is Eka Pada Hamsa Parsvottanasana

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

A Year Ago Your Hair Was Flowing

A year ago your brown hair was flowing
Your green Tigerlily eyes glowing like the Indian ocean
A year ago, the new year started full of hope, clean slates and plans
A strand of pearl future holidays, eventual birthdays on a delicate tomorrow chain
These past 365 mornings became a cruel century, displacing a former era
Ripped sheets in the beginning of a story
This new reality, heart poverty,  a missing seat at the table

Juevinile hopes full of reunions, fingers crossed under blankets for parental communion
Snowflake good-night kisses, flurries fallen upon closed eyelashes
Safety is an illusion, a brittle mirage that
Cracks the early chill dawn with a sigh and you're gone
Icicle memories, tears frozen like broken clocks
This bitter legacy torments me in the darkest January

Fall through the ice, knees to the terrain, drop the receiver, knife in the belly pain
Screaming to the spinning horizon your name- God with Us, barely a decade
Seasick on landlocked ground, in shock and confusion we drown in disbelief

Grasping for summer memories, last souvenirs of you here
Recall which songs merited your quiet content, the times that you giggled
In my lament replay videos of you laughing, devour your chuckle
Inhale traces of scent memories that still linger
Hell is being helpless in paradise without you

Our heavenly flower girl, eternal tween
Dropping us celestial love gifts like the petals in a wedding procession
Fragile flower sprinkle us more hallowed tokens to treasure
How you left this world, jubilant hibernation, blissful slumber
(I won't speak of the maternal betrayal)
Cherish how angelic you slept while I watched you dream

Sense you everywhere nearby, a hush, a gentle whisper
You wait to comfort our winter with Spring

Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Reflections on Censoring Democratic Discourse

This poem is inspired by the 7 words banned from CDC's 2018 budget report:


Teachers once taught refraction and dispersion in a class called science
With a sword purge edit, slice the direction of a lexum wave
Droplets sanitize in an arc of seven
Blackout the sun and remove this human spectrum experiment American
No longer shining quite as bright, once I thought I had seen
A dazzling color spectrum


Hide what is weak, cover all tears, conceal fears of inner feminine exposure
Under animals hides of authoritarian repression
The blood life color bleeding
Red from the vulnerable vulva, open heart wound, susceptible girl muscle
That tender inside story


Fear the right of Other, the power to be liable
Covering mouths, cutting out tongues, one phrase at a time
Blot out some part of themselves, erasing letters, imprison the child
Abridging their own maturation by not serving, making moral choices
Choose to champion the voiceless,  to be a complete human prism


Instead wear your title banner yellow crown of seized entitlement
Bronze wielding swords on horseback stealing common pasturelands
Dam the rivers, poison word wells, privatizing shrine groves
Pre-emptive claims to sanitize our articulations in one mammouth, federal mansplain


Orange is my coral fetus, amphibian soul salmon egg
Attached to the cantaloupe womb wall
Wash of two pigments
Red vulnerable mother and yellow groom privilege
Like a little carrot, root vegetable handpicked (or not) by it’s
Child- bearer gardner


Gender is a verdant field, flourishing with every kind of herb and grass, moss and vine
Preferential bloom of one’s perennial essence
I’m my own ego sod as you choose your own turf, we quintessential alternative meadows


Blue is the evidence based of a cloudless sky
Fear the day an Emperor makes us call the sky anything but that celestial hue
When we whisper in secret what is true
Because one day he erased it all in a nuclear monsoon
Regret the time it began with the censor of
Seven hues from our democratic rainbow vernacular


Safeguard the science-based indigo evolution of research and examination
Bipedal hominids painting ocre magic under stalactites
Brewing beer, yogurt, by observation, peer reviewed trial and error
Fascination of absolute zero to Hubble Space Telescope missions
Require the experts and poets to hypothesize, measure our orientation


Make a sanctuary for the royal purple of diversity
Multifarious mindsets and a multiplicity of complexions
A medley of judgements, experiences and suspicions


Preserve that prism curve rainbow perception
Septuplicate of words illuminate
Our protesting hands a rising covenant banner
After this storm
We cheek by jowl radiate parts of these seven visible light waves
Supernumerary bands against this cadaverous censor




Sunday, March 19, 2017

Embodied Erinyes

Desperate like me times three
Dark idol of my jealousy
I called you out embodied Erinyes
Thought I knew what you were all about
Your self cursed first impressions at the Thanksgiving feast

Daughter of Bacchus at the wholesome table
Fallen far from Aphrodite's cradle
Conceived in a chthonic desert grove of cacti
You mothered one of my own
Among the rattlesnakes and mescal

I could of been you by three degrees
I drink wine alone heavily
Finger self destruction before and eventually
Knock on the door of heaven or hell depending
I could of been you easily, refuse all judgment

Desperate to paint, recreate Fate
Make Beauty from childhood chaos
Merry masochist marry Narcissus, son of a passivist
And birth sweet February princess of Prudence

Temperance's final week was peace on earth, your illusion
Then steal her away like Hades down a bullet river
Our darling, emerald eyed wonder sacrifice
Full cheeked smile pure laughter
You should of been mine
Twin of my daughter
Survive another story longer
More like me mammal in the water

You both left us like riddles in stain glass windows
Feeling alien, disconnected like non believers in an ancient cathedral of a far off culture
Without right, in selfishness
Your madness I would of carried, levied
The lead weight poisoning, carrying you down the abyss w/o hope of a shore

Devoured by the demon bull of your soul
Labyrinth thoughts, a ball of string all tangled up
You trapped her in your Minotaur maze, mother gaze
No hero could spare
No angels allowed to care
Kinswoman grief I bare
Desperate like me times three
Embodied Furies wearied of this vengeance oath


Sunday, February 26, 2017

Mourning is a Radioactive Mirage

I.
Your dance of harmonic tremors in the rift zone are over
In the deadlock of destiny young fern fronds grow, singed and rusty
Upon the graben valley between two warring fault lines
Goddess Pele devourer of land and Kampapua'a, feral hog former husband

Igneous insanity from breathing deleterious gases
Her paroxysm fractures creation
Pele struck her fluvial daughter but no volcanic sacrifice was necessary
Collapses the cliff swallowed by the ocean
Losing her was like a Polynesian paradise obliterated by an atomic bomb

II.
God's tears fall in mammoth, obsidian raindrops
The soot avalanche mixed with debris formed in the dust cloud of Kilauea's explosion
Sonic boom hit by the shock wave flash in my soul
Radioactive numb my brain to the core
Blister my crater center, engulfed by the island gods' legend mushroom cloud struggle
Unexplained angelic failure to stop the gushing molten magma

Heaven and earth mingle
Glittering strangely like a mirage with bits of broken rainbow

Ring of fire around our shattered trinite hearts
A prayer cloud eleven miles high, flames of rage rising into the stratosphere
Navigate mourning in a tailspin flying blindly

Radioactive wasteland
All that remained, a lapilli path of stone to the kukui doorframe

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Power Outage After Dinner

The night before I found out my niece Emma was killed, I  watched these two fireflies while on holiday in Anda, Bohol, The Philippines.

Power outage after dinner
Stars obscured in this foliage 
Embrace the raven black, its only night
Jungle eclipse fills the cottage

Then two fireflies flew in from between the thatch roof cracks
We two from our bed admire 
Their cold light frequencies whirling jubiliant lights
Synchronized phosphorescent couplet mystery
Little flicker souls glittering circles above our head, 
But beetle lifespan is like a breath

One glowworm fell like a fainting petal on the cold concrete floor
A luminous snowflake  or scintillant beating heart
I watch it immobile, still radiant

Surmise her partner lost its lightening
To the absinthal darkness


Sunday, February 5, 2017

Mélange and Martyr

This is about my niece Emma's tragic death taken by her mother, before my ex-sister in law killed herself.

I.                     MOTHER PRESENTIMENT 
The afternoon condensation hangs like a catechism in the air
Do I dare lift a finger to burst the humidity?
Like an embryonic animal sac born intact, embrace the monsoon
Beyond this perfect mother-daughter holiday pact
Do I dare anticipate for one last langniappe?

Mother devotion so endless and yet I wobbled near a precipice
Grasp I had one final rapture reserve
Beyond beginning or end
Grope the enclosing cloudburst
Like a mist or fog, a leaden shadow umbra
Motherhood’s veil is her daughter in early morning’s bloom
Reconsecrate her to the One
Envelope us in garland arms full of fuzzy bees
Free me from my self anathema

II.                   DAUGHTER DELECTATION
From my bamboo castle precipice
I survey the xanthous flower perennial highlands 
Above their thatched villages and metal roofs
Over their children’s polyphonic voices singing rehearsals
Over packs of barking dogs
Beyond flying fowl
Consider farmers below burning refuse

Scouting the single motorcycle light like a firefly on the muddy road
The earth spreads out like a patchwork quilt before my reverence
All the ocean horizon and every far-off island my vigil boon
Regard my aunt, or maybe quondam cousin
Mourning maiden kith writes a crambo in her refuge
My lucida peace reigns from this celestial mansuetude



Sunday, November 13, 2016

Honeymoon In Indra’s Garden

Inspired by a dream I had the other night:

Throw off your sorrow like the harness from a morel steed
Bolt on panting horse into the middle of the earth
Beyond the fog, within a Capricorn constellation
Breathe out with rapture the names of God, the ancient incantation
Until virtue becomes 2nd nature
I’m carried off into this sanctuary for saints
Like love at first sight, the sacramental surprise

Immured in our dark teak chamber set in a glade
My beloved and I from our bedroom window worship the view
The saffron petrichor panorama from the foot of a supernatural mountain
All the horizon was coral tree blossoms, their jacinth flowers a carpet
Their barks like hoary bones bleached silver with age in this altitude
Susurrus rustling petals falling like North American leaves
Reminiscing over the suggestion of a previous November incarnation

From the alcove in Brahma’s bungalow
Peculiarly familiar was Indra’s Dev garden

Being the orange of ripening persimmon
Presently drying sticky sweet in the autumn sun
The lurid perennials are dancing little fires
Sweet nectar embers reflected in our lovers’ flecked tiger eyes
Throw open the ancient timbered shutters
I crane my head out the oriel to realize

I’m at the foot of an erythrina mountain tapestry
Its cap beyond human or homeland understanding
Behold Mt. Meru all the galaxy circumnavigating
As tall as the earth’s diameter by a mighty 85
Towering above comprehension, primeval volcano, lingam filling the sky
My eyes roll to the back of my head to regard the peak,
I a breathless, hummingbird bride, scope the pinnacle on wing’s heartbeat

The mandara tree celestial crown, flame thicket festoon
Sprinkled like vermilion powder on Vishnu’s throne
The Creator is a white star like the persistent snow on His palisade

Abiding apricity my final devotion
Above material security, sensual pleasure or season
He brought me to rest, to fill me with joy
He gathered us, a sierra of honeymoon union
Releasing salvation in this demi god grove
Don’t resuscitate from this resurrection reverie
Ineffable rapture, peaceful purgatory, together we love


The Cage Was Cylinder and Small

Inspired by a dream I had the other night, I think influenced by my grief at the recent US election:


The cage was cylinder and small
Appearing from a cryptic dream
Like Eve before the Fall
Massed hands unleashed their regime
Pandora’s box 21st century
Their debris and swill, festers downstream
To global mutual horror, our collective penitentiary
Verity was sacrificed
Kindness in totalitarian jeopardy
Spew rancor, retch partiality, bias legitimized
By history’s loudest bastard mockery

Age old rally, justice cry we mobilized
Against the ugly horn of demagoguery
Flash our search lamps into the darkness
Free the Philistines from their poverty

Sounding convincing he seemed harmless
Resonate with these fears
All that’s ugly in our subconscious

The outsiders, pariahs shiver from sneers
Refuse to accept their bleeding anguish
Bleeding Jesus to hide behind sullied veneers
The poets, the seers, myself stranded we languish
Compelled to rebel, with amity endure
Until all ignorance and spite can we vanquish

The progression of humanity still so immature
But Earth’s out of time and facing extinction
We must not cloister in this 4-year detour
No time to be neutral, side with moral distinction
Choose love for the poor
Hear this upright inscription

My party are four blue love birds miniature
Placed by hand in a cage
Silent, song-less feathers azure
Beware when they sing call forth to engage
The young will respond
This my grief will assuage

Yet, cerulean wings will soon break their bond
Soar above carnage to the healing beyond




Sunday, October 16, 2016

Pomegranate Wine (As Hades Spies Persephone)


I.
Arouse a virgin purpose, a goal, secret promises
Atone for the whole previous nudnik year
Intrigue a garden conquest to find a new lover
Divine a more primordial calendar
Dismiss the past chronology like a childhood shadow
The vulpine master lurks seeking sylvan union

Grey mistakes cascade like crimson foliage to the forest floor
The nagging of summer washed away in this exhilarating breeze
Throbbing psithurism under the scandalous rustling of leaves
Cry separation eulogies in the night estivation

Circadian rites and twilight duty bring us ever closer
Discern a prelude in this autumn, a keyframe threshold adomania
The eternal summer oppression has been dragged away like your youth

II.
In my underworld garden I’ve started a second growing season
I stole rare seeds from my mother’s terrace
Cultivate these miniscule homeland stowaways hidden in pocket envelopes
Transplant your somber marrow entombed beneath my crocus crown
Rejoice in the spontaneous dehiscence

Between our glances a seedling grows
In this obscurity my cavern oasis sprouts, flourishes and ripens overnight 
Eyes only for you, lust grows only in your orchard
We affirm my devoted subterranean pilgrimage











Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Briny Bounty

Raiders and the curious pursue to poach what
Barren buccaneers return empty handed

Glowing gold arteries, silver veins, self-composure reigns
Underwater amethyst heart caves burning lava cools into hidden seas
Hissing out holy islands and shrouded sunken grotto silience

I wait on you like an entombed trove of treasure
Pleasures you’d excavate and never regret to uncover
The luminescent veil that separates one another

Once a lost fisherman lost his breath drowned like a bloated whale
Then a boy child, little seahorse, his father’s favorite
Waded in with the undertow, like an accident
Peeked at pearls inside an air pocket
And carried back a valorous gift to mother


Tincture On A Shelf

You didn’t judge farewells all too well
Escaping duty without an explanation
When I ended us as clear as January ice
As final as hypothermic oblivion

You dropped off my earth like a mammoth in the new sun era
A faceless man without a map
Crippled by riddles hanging heavy
Over your horned, hooded brow
The mark of Cain, an air of dread
You’ll not ever acquire armistice under your flag
Your crowning breath will exhale a cutting, stale regret
Like a swelling carcinoma it nourishes off you now
Mushrooming, consuming your soul

While alone mothering our daughter
I breathe mercy while you slumber
Make amends, pick the balsam leaves
Ask forgiveness, apply the evergreen compress
In my home behind the kitchen hearth is a chamber
An ancient apothecary
Full of herbs gathered and dried, distilled since girlhood
Just for your signal of distress
There’s a tincture in a box on a shelf
Overlaid with dust and cobwebs


September Bride

Herald me like a harvest moon before a typhoon
Snatch a surge of gallantry, yielding the preparation
In a barbarian language rain down rehearsed words
Mutual attraction gathering fruition
September satellite tide infatuation, light the lantern
Tender devotion in the countryside

Common weed or rarest rhododendron?
My mother love so perfectly animal
Imperfectly human, ruined
All devotees in my eyes long ago
Does true love at first sight crop up anymore?

Drop your sickle, bathe back to me
Inhale river water lucid dream fortuity
Swallow your intoxicant and march out the valley
The autumn tide is favorable
For a September wedding fitzcarraldo

Refuse to gamble away the occasion
Silence the doubts of your judgment
Your friends’ logical excuses
Obliterate age and dismiss difference of culture
Or any other external circumstance
Be attendant to this moment
Rendezvous in the celestial elevator
Collect me for a light refreshment and anywhere

Receive me in the hurricane cockcrow