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I just returned back to the States after 11 years in Taiwan with my daughter. Taiwan is an excellent base for us explore Asia, while living in relative (gun free) safety, while benefiting from a cheap and efficient national health care system. The people are amazing too. I have Taiwanese friendships that are 20 years old and I'm always making new ones! My coworker here in CO is from Taiwan.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Honeymoon In Indra’s Garden

Inspired by a dream I had the other night:

Throw off your sorrow like the harness from a morel steed
Bolt on panting horse into the middle of the earth
Beyond the fog, within a Capricorn constellation
Breathe out with rapture the names of God, the ancient incantation
Until virtue becomes 2nd nature
I’m carried off into this sanctuary for saints
Like love at first sight, the sacramental surprise

Immured in our dark teak chamber set in a glade
My beloved and I from our bedroom window worship the view
The saffron petrichor panorama from the foot of a supernatural mountain
All the horizon was coral tree blossoms, their jacinth flowers a carpet
Their barks like hoary bones bleached silver with age in this altitude
Susurrus rustling petals falling like North American leaves
Reminiscing over the suggestion of a previous November incarnation

From the alcove in Brahma’s bungalow
Peculiarly familiar was Indra’s Dev garden

Being the orange of ripening persimmon
Presently drying sticky sweet in the autumn sun
The lurid perennials are dancing little fires
Sweet nectar embers reflected in our lovers’ flecked tiger eyes
Throw open the ancient timbered shutters
I crane my head out the oriel to realize

I’m at the foot of an erythrina mountain tapestry
Its cap beyond human or homeland understanding
Behold Mt. Meru all the galaxy circumnavigating
As tall as the earth’s diameter by a mighty 85
Towering above comprehension, primeval volcano, lingam filling the sky
My eyes roll to the back of my head to regard the peak,
I a breathless, hummingbird bride, scope the pinnacle on wing’s heartbeat

The mandara tree celestial crown, flame thicket festoon
Sprinkled like vermilion powder on Vishnu’s throne
The Creator is a white star like the persistent snow on His palisade

Abiding apricity my final devotion
Above material security, sensual pleasure or season
He brought me to rest, to fill me with joy
He gathered us, a sierra of honeymoon union
Releasing salvation in this demi god grove
Don’t resuscitate from this resurrection reverie
Ineffable rapture, peaceful purgatory, together we love


The Cage Was Cylinder and Small

Inspired by a dream I had the other night, I think influenced by my grief at the recent US election:


The cage was cylinder and small
Appearing from a cryptic dream
Like Eve before the Fall
Massed hands unleashed their regime
Pandora’s box 21st century
Their debris and swill, festers downstream
To global mutual horror, our collective penitentiary
Verity was sacrificed
Kindness in totalitarian jeopardy
Spew rancor, retch partiality, bias legitimized
By history’s loudest bastard mockery

Age old rally, justice cry we mobilized
Against the ugly horn of demagoguery
Flash our search lamps into the darkness
Free the Philistines from their poverty

Sounding convincing he seemed harmless
Resonate with these fears
All that’s ugly in our subconscious

The outsiders, pariahs shiver from sneers
Refuse to accept their bleeding anguish
Bleeding Jesus to hide behind sullied veneers
The poets, the seers, myself stranded we languish
Compelled to rebel, with amity endure
Until all ignorance and spite can we vanquish

The progression of humanity still so immature
But Earth’s out of time and facing extinction
We must not cloister in this 4-year detour
No time to be neutral, side with moral distinction
Choose love for the poor
Hear this upright inscription

My party are four blue love birds miniature
Placed by hand in a cage
Silent, song-less feathers azure
Beware when they sing call forth to engage
The young will respond
This my grief will assuage

Yet, cerulean wings will soon break their bond
Soar above carnage to the healing beyond




Sunday, October 16, 2016

Pomegranate Wine (As Hades Spies Persephone)


I.
Arouse a virgin purpose, a goal, secret promises
Atone for the whole previous nudnik year
Intrigue a garden conquest to find a new lover
Divine a more primordial calendar
Dismiss the past chronology like a childhood shadow
The vulpine master lurks seeking sylvan union

Grey mistakes cascade like crimson foliage to the forest floor
The nagging of summer washed away in this exhilarating breeze
Throbbing psithurism under the scandalous rustling of leaves
Cry separation eulogies in the night estivation

Circadian rites and twilight duty bring us ever closer
Discern a prelude in this autumn, a keyframe threshold adomania
The eternal summer oppression has been dragged away like your youth

II.
In my underworld garden I’ve started a second growing season
I stole rare seeds from my mother’s terrace
Cultivate these miniscule homeland stowaways hidden in pocket envelopes
Transplant your somber marrow entombed beneath my crocus crown
Rejoice in the spontaneous dehiscence

Between our glances a seedling grows
In this obscurity my cavern oasis sprouts, flourishes and ripens overnight 
Eyes only for you, lust grows only in your orchard
We affirm my devoted subterranean pilgrimage











Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Briny Bounty

Raiders and the curious pursue to poach what
Barren buccaneers return empty handed

Glowing gold arteries, silver veins, self-composure reigns
Underwater amethyst heart caves burning lava cools into hidden seas
Hissing out holy islands and shrouded sunken grotto silience

I wait on you like an entombed trove of treasure
Pleasures you’d excavate and never regret to uncover
The luminescent veil that separates one another

Once a lost fisherman lost his breath drowned like a bloated whale
Then a boy child, little seahorse, his father’s favorite
Waded in with the undertow, like an accident
Peeked at pearls inside an air pocket
And carried back a valorous gift to mother


Tincture On A Shelf

You didn’t judge farewells all too well
Escaping duty without an explanation
When I ended us as clear as January ice
As final as hypothermic oblivion

You dropped off my earth like a mammoth in the new sun era
A faceless man without a map
Crippled by riddles hanging heavy
Over your horned, hooded brow
The mark of Cain, an air of dread
You’ll not ever acquire armistice under your flag
Your crowning breath will exhale a cutting, stale regret
Like a swelling carcinoma it nourishes off you now
Mushrooming, consuming your soul

While alone mothering our daughter
I breathe mercy while you slumber
Make amends, pick the balsam leaves
Ask forgiveness, apply the evergreen compress
In my home behind the kitchen hearth is a chamber
An ancient apothecary
Full of herbs gathered and dried, distilled since girlhood
Just for your signal of distress
There’s a tincture in a box on a shelf
Overlaid with dust and cobwebs


September Bride

Herald me like a harvest moon before a typhoon
Snatch a surge of gallantry, yielding the preparation
In a barbarian language rain down rehearsed words
Mutual attraction gathering fruition
September satellite tide infatuation, light the lantern
Tender devotion in the countryside

Common weed or rarest rhododendron?
My mother love so perfectly animal
Imperfectly human, ruined
All devotees in my eyes long ago
Does true love at first sight crop up anymore?

Drop your sickle, bathe back to me
Inhale river water lucid dream fortuity
Swallow your intoxicant and march out the valley
The autumn tide is favorable
For a September wedding fitzcarraldo

Refuse to gamble away the occasion
Silence the doubts of your judgment
Your friends’ logical excuses
Obliterate age and dismiss difference of culture
Or any other external circumstance
Be attendant to this moment
Rendezvous in the celestial elevator
Collect me for a light refreshment and anywhere

Receive me in the hurricane cockcrow

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Typhoon Chrysalism

Antiquated autumn moon they’ll be no pyres for you tonight
No burning flesh altschmerg sacrifice
Drunken, smoking family circles retreat from your skies
Your seasonal rotting fruit eaten without satisfaction
The rabbit moon pestle pounds out tempest medicines
Storm elixirs dampen out all healing weekend moxibustion
The people’s summer ghost month prayers
Were deemed inadequate
Elderly folk forgot the exact time and directions to say their incantations
Google search forgotten rites and canticles akin to strangers
Hungry ancestors in their malcontent cry purgatory tears to form a cyclone
Whole clans weep together joining forces over the Pacific
They’re specific intention to deconstruct familiar traditions

Luckily for my neighbors my disbelief spared my whole prefecture
An alien continental rainbow hangs over my household like an amulet
Regardless of the multitude’s avowal
My nodus, the eye of the hurricane is this chrysalism apartment


Asteroid


Lay mother naked on the sofa
Open window, howling typhoon winds fill me
Quasar core empty vacuum
Don’t rise for fallen curtains blown to the floor

Acclimated to the hyperborean emptiness
Collapsar implosion on the inside
Cold dark moon damacloid
I reflect light for no one
Neutron star composed of mare deserts
I’m not the world or a planet
No Virgo clusters eclipsed in my throat
Uninhabitable scarp cliffs seen through a telescope

Space gravel orbit
I woo a SETI mission
Preeminent historic landing
One cosmonaut championed the ice caverns
Vibrate the aria of cosmic conception
Accretion disks transferred between two galactic nuclei
Render goodbye before we claim hello
Marvel in compressed moments
Qualified traveler from afar
 I fabricate you a surpassing man than you merit