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I just returned back to the States after 11 years in Taiwan with my daughter. Taiwan is an excellent base for us explore Asia, while living in relative (gun free) safety, while benefiting from a cheap and efficient national health care system. The people are amazing too. I have Taiwanese friendships that are 20 years old and I'm always making new ones! My coworker here in CO is from Taiwan.

Sunday, February 5, 2017

Mélange and Martyr

This is about my niece Emma's tragic death taken by her mother, before my ex-sister in law killed herself.

I.                     MOTHER PRESENTIMENT 
The afternoon condensation hangs like a catechism in the air
Do I dare lift a finger to burst the humidity?
Like an embryonic animal sac born intact, embrace the monsoon
Beyond this perfect mother-daughter holiday pact
Do I dare anticipate for one last langniappe?

Mother devotion so endless and yet I wobbled near a precipice
Grasp I had one final rapture reserve
Beyond beginning or end
Grope the enclosing cloudburst
Like a mist or fog, a leaden shadow umbra
Motherhood’s veil is her daughter in early morning’s bloom
Reconsecrate her to the One
Envelope us in garland arms full of fuzzy bees
Free me from my self anathema

II.                   DAUGHTER DELECTATION
From my bamboo castle precipice
I survey the xanthous flower perennial highlands 
Above their thatched villages and metal roofs
Over their children’s polyphonic voices singing rehearsals
Over packs of barking dogs
Beyond flying fowl
Consider farmers below burning refuse

Scouting the single motorcycle light like a firefly on the muddy road
The earth spreads out like a patchwork quilt before my reverence
All the ocean horizon and every far-off island my vigil boon
Regard my aunt, or maybe quondam cousin
Mourning maiden kith writes a crambo in her refuge
My lucida peace reigns from this celestial mansuetude



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